Love , Such an undescribable word.
Friends , Such a complicated word.
Family , ain't it just a label.
HeyHo !♥
i have problems out 0f 3 got 2 , th only one i don't have is love problems , and i dont wanna have it D: , i have more then enough having that ? just adds on to everything aint it ?
Friends , why is it so complicated , is having a clique really that bad ? why is it always breaking ? People say too many people in a clique ,or theres an odd, results in a breakage , Yet people say , its cause too much contact , & the last is cause of jealousy. I was once in a clique of 6. its even , not that many , But still it broke ? Jealousy ? or too much Contact ? i got spent time healing th wound , getting over it , Then i joined another , And recently it broke again ? Just whats th effing problem , Cause it's odd ? it was small , Group of 3 nia ? Maybe cause of Jealousy ? idk , i don't want to think anymore . but it keeps flashing by , this recent break , Yes cause of me, Maybe i deserved to be a loner , i'm always one , Everywhere i go , i cause bad luck for that clique . Maybe i should Just have BestFriends , I don't want a clique , & the biggest clique NOW , i will only rather have 2-3 babes D: i made a pact w jazlyn♥ it's that we'll be best friends till we each find a new one , But when we find a new one , we will still be BFF :D , Now , i think only Jazlyn & victoria understands me best D: , Only they know how i am feeling i guess . Or maybe not , i don't know anything anymore . Friendships , indeed are complicated. & they hurts & kills .
Family , I don't know how to specify for this point . & my mind is in a whirl right now, and i don't wanna talk about this .
Why is life so hard , world being unfair . & many moremore , idk how to describe anything anymore . Haiiiii.
HeyHo !♥
Hahah , above are just some rdm stuff , about myself i guess ? LOL , okay . Today sucks i guess, had a heart to heart talk w victoria , i havent okay yet , janelle ask me go away , okay fineee . Haii i lazy blog ley . haiz later at night ba .
